I am trying to find optimal performance effectiveness. I consider every action and every activity and its position and importance in my day and my life. I am doing everything. Everything. Playing bass guitar to classic rock and new hip hop, building an Instagram for KillerBroccoli, hosting an open mic, writing a pilot script, developing a second online store, procrastinating releasing my podcast, tinkering with probiotics, essential amino acids, D3-K2, and caprlyic acid. Good ole caprylic acid. That is everything. I am not playing Liszt on the piano, and for this I am ashamed.

The world doesn’t know you unless you post. Or perform. Or interact. If you post on social media you exist. I have thousands of unposted pictures and blogs and I am disappointed in myself for this lack of fortitude. Is it better to perform to 50 people and kill the room with comedy and have that personal interaction one night and hopefully repeat it over and over again, or is it better to post a video online and have it go to 50 thousand people and not hear one actual laugh, but get spun into cyber rotation with many more ears and eyes swallowing your output from many different locations?

I am an expert in topics. That’s what an actor is. That’s what a comedian is. Some people specialize in Neuroscience, or the paranormal, or paleolithic lifestyle coaching or ecommerce marketing, or stock market trading and investing. I couldn’t limit myself to that. My passion is me. I am writing two books, and a book of poetry, not be racist against poetry but does it qualify as an actual book?

Does this blog feel cryptic to you? How can I make it more accessible. This platform is supposed to be straightforward ideas and considerations about the developments and projects in my life, and I have failed to offer any value, any content, any humor that is inherently worthwhile for anyone but myself. I strive to be a philanthropist even in just my ideas, but I possibly fall into the trap of being a narcissist due to the fact that my daily to do list always exceeds 30 entries, and you don’t want to see my evernote or my 20,000+ folder Drobo project hard drive. I have two main folders in it, Farmer and Superstar. Farmer is the seeds I have planted, ideas, plans, jokes, songs, stories and so on, and Superstar is the directory of main projects and their plans for fruition.

Comedy show tomorrow night at Bunga’s Den. Need to get out of cocoon mode and grab a microphone to generate levity in the guts of civilians.

I can’t wait for my new song to be released, but I have to wait, because it is not yet released.

Your attention has caused this dry humorless exercise in writing to become too lengthy and verbose. I command you to allow me to stop writing at this instant.

Buenas Noches,

Non-Mexican Aaron

2016-11-30